hey. (:
china is a bit arbitrary, say block den block..but im happy happy overall. ahaha

but i feel kinda suckyy ;(( i needdd t talk! sick of wat this is constantly doing t me ,has taken so much from me. actually i have to power to overcome it i know, but i constantly fall back into the same trap and each time i have to take care that it doesnt become a cycle. i think i get out of it already. but then i fall back into it anyway. its slowly eroding my will too. NEVER MIND i will get out of it this time and never look back again!! im strong (: theres alwayss a new day.

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something may happen, and i dn know whether im happy abt it or not...feel kinda apprehensive about what it may turn out to be...ohwells. i guess i wont know until it actually happens right. ahhhs. but i hope it will be good <3

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eh im not looking forward t tomorrow. i have to wear all the sch formal u damn nicely and stuf. damn it. need tie, need sweater, shirt tuck in nicely, tie in sweater. :( MS SPANGLE SHEN. -shudder- it all seems a bit pointless really. i hate the formal u also. so uncomfortable. and need to go for bio cramming. agh. SATs are comingg. :( and need t stayback for english. sfklsjdflak. i hate staying back i hate english. i wanna go home and sleep!!!!!!

hahaha. me and hx realized we are mean people (: but its damn funny luh! and being mean is addictive yeah. ((: but when i look back maybe i was like that too, it sure beats now. hhaha when we realize that sadness is not as simple as not getting your crush to look at u. ignorance is bliss. XD

grace & i realized we have very different taste in girls. ;) awww LA!

man..i need t get back t writing modest proposal. SHIATT. my ee is lagging...cos ms wong is damn stress preparing our notes. so i fault myself either ways. cant really blame anyone but me. then again, cant blame me. i hate it when i cannot blame anyone. call me a passive aggressive. ;D

im boring lah. all i talk abt is work. cos my life is sad. im not pretending not t be a sad person. ;)

going t sleep.

slowly hibernating winter awayy.